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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Sunday, July 8, 2007; 1:30 PM

woke up today at 6 le ba...den 645 leave hse to meet keng hee..was late again...dun noe wat's happening in me..i nv been late when i meet people de...but i was late for the past few days...haiz...den went to have our breaskfast at kallang..saw fanhui over there...den tot of taking cab as it was raininig..so waited for the cab but it was like so long lor..i was damn damn cold lor...reach there cab cannot go in sdba so alight a distance away ba...den andrey came...had our lesson for a moment..den gear up den headed in the sea...dun noe wat's going on in me..i paddle so slow today..i mean realli slow lor..den keep turing 360 degree lor..den kenna injured my hand...haiz..lunch time wat at 3..but i was not hungry so din eat much...

on the way back i felt so tired..i wanna jus gif up everything...troop..nrc...student council...latin..kayaking...studies... simply everything.. i noe it will be irresponsible but who cares..i felt realli tired...i felt outcast most of the time whenever i am wif troop people..i realli hate such feeling..i told myself keep on going for the past 2 years le...but i do feel tired at times...becos of my past family incident and the rejection i get in my personal life...i cause myself to be a loner le..which made me been outcast by feel...perhaps i am too sensitive perhaps i am not...but i dun noe le...simply too tired to continue...jus felt like walking off from the level 1 coaching...but i struggle myself to go on...accepting nrc projects and camp ahoy is not i wan to be..i jus dun wish to be been outcast again by my own troop people... i noe my tis entry is totally different from wat i mention from tue entry...i wanna to be strong but things doesn't work out at all...jus tell me wat i should do...Lord Father pls tell me wat i should do... my life is still far way to go..but i have an aimless life ahead me which i saw right nw...things are not working out for me...crying do help me to ease my pain but is jus an moment onli...Lord Father pls tell me wat to do...

continue to paddle paddle paddle...had a small mini presentation ...kinda freak out... i still stuggling myself to present or tok to in front of mani people...haiz...ended ard 5 den wash up...go eat supper at suntec...pepper lunch dinner!!! not realli nice...=x...i din like it..but keng hee andrey they all wan to eat...no choice lor...reach home do nrc stuff lor...haiz..project ridgel...but i am looking forward to a project tat i going to run wif yanhao for the extension scouts..a veri successful and unforgettable camp to leave behind memories in nrc and the scouts...tmr will be another long day so heading off to bed le..gd nite everyone...=)