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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008; 2:29 PM

hmm...guess it's been a realli long time since I have updated le...wasn't a gd 1 mth plus MIA...to noe more..read on...

15 nov 2008

i started off my new partnerhsip with benji...was gd to have a new partner after my partnership with taz break off a week back..it was realli fast to found a partner..so guess i was kinda looking forward for the new partnership ba..

16 nov-5 dec 2008
Busy with ITE school...chingay rehearsal bla bla..went for SIA interview on 23 nov..managed to get into the final interview onli...=(..kinda sad...but yet i determin to try again..=)...my dreams is to be a SQ gal...=)...

6 & 7 dec 2008
went to work first day at crown plaza hotel..went with sotong kenny zijian..was fun thru..so many team leader alike like swissotel..haha...like benard=kenneth, martell=jazwann, cyer=jason..haha...den work for 40th birthday party of a lady and 2 gays...was like...it was like "Am i at a club??" environment everything was so like as if i am clubbing..it was great...den took bus to my hse...den came jac and keli..

IT"S PARTY TIME!!!
AT 1AM~!

start preparing all the food...my signature food..char siew chicken wings???hmm...many food...haha...prawns!!!! our fav!!..haha..den ate till ard 3am when the bbq thing spoilt...=x...den start clearing up..den took out our drinks...den start playing TRUE or DARE..was fun..for the videos, pls go to my facbook...played till 5am..cos everyone was drunk except me and sotong..

birthday gal not drunk??
hmmm...
=x

den jac vomited...=x...put her to bed..haha..den while i and sotong go mrt buy panadol den go to the park to slack..haha...fun..came back le they still sleeping..hmm...den join them to slp..haha..den they left at 10am...while i go back slp..den at 3+ left hse to meet tiara at singapore flyer..hmmm...freeman was at thr le..she bought logo cake for my birthday..sushi and drinks..

thx tiara & peter...

nice venue for celebration as pot luck..den came peter..thx peter...den headed for movie at marina square..BOLT..nice show..thx for the treat..

Realli can't imagine if i dun have u dance frens and work frens..guess i can't even celebrate my brithday..i will be anyhow thinking..especially when walking to singapore flying.the time, the journey..it was the same when i meet up with fandi..it was horrible feeling..i hate it..but guess i pull thru..=)..

8-21 dec 2008
Took my cha cha and rumba routine with Mario..was a nice cheoro..i love it...=)..all i can say i am busy with work...school.. chingay..

22-28 dec 2008
This period will gonna be the worst period in my life.and i will nv 4get.....heard from kelvin on mon tat junjie meet with a accident..i din realli put in mind..din expected it will be a serious accident.but when i heard on tue what happen, my heart sunk...i pray to GOD for miracles for junjie..went to ICU to visit junjie from wed onwards..it's was realli heart breakinng..he was on life support..BE STRONG EMI..den on 26 dec..i went to sentosa with frens..i shouldn't have gone..cos after tat i went to hospital agian..junjie went for brain scanning..so we waited for the result till jj's mum cried running out..we were like, "can't this be the truth?" doctor pronounce him as brain dead..=(..everyone cried badly..i can't beleif it myself too..we went to see jj for the last time...

went home..can't slp whole nite.till 5am i was too tired.i fall asleep..woke up at 8am..den go chingay.den Kai msg me the result..i bust out into tears..pamela was thr..the cell leaders thr pray for me..church was realli thr for me..i thx GOD for tis..went to find rene and told her..we broke into tears....i left hm to change to attend the wake..meet up with peter,josh and jos..it was heartbreaking to see the situation..i can't belief tat is JJ..stayed till 9pm den left home..

went to wake up 9am with rene in the morning...left to mandai at 11am.. i hate the situation..2nd i went to MANDAI..first time was DR WEE KEE WEE funeral...haiz..

i curse and swear the guy who drink and drank and hit JJ & EMI..u will get ur retribuation one das..left for lunch with kelvin tiara jos peter josh they all..went went hm slp for abt haf an hour den left home for a swim with tiara at bukit batok..cancel my work for the whole day..i realli dun have mood to work at all..seriously i dun...i hate it...whenever i close my eyes, i saw JJ in the ICU and at the wake..i hate it..
I hate it
i hate it
i hate it
DEAR heavenly Father,

Father i pray that, may u bless JJ that he can rest in peace. i pray for emi tat You will bless her with the strength to get over this period of time..i know she is a strong gal but i know her heart is crying..bless her for protection that you can give her..strength to carry on..courage to get over this period...i pray for jj family to hold strong..In jesus name i pray..Amen..