Life is Short
They say it take a minute
to find a special person,
an hour to appreacicate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life
to forget them
It is indeed so true. It really takes me a year plus to forget Fandi whom i don't know him well yet been together. Now i found someone so different from what i always used to thinks tat i like such a guy. i always thought i like a guy who is fashionable, cute, considerate, muscular, sweet talker, dotes gf alot..But i was wrong.
Till i know this guy, i realise i fall for someone totally different.
Someone who
Don't know hw to sweet talk to a gal,
Don't know who to be considerate,
Don't know how to dotes gf
Is so stubborn
Is so 大男人 mindset.
But yet i fall in love with such a guy. I know he hates me saying him大男人 and will scold me for calling him that.I know my close friends doesn't wants me to like him after i told them how his character is. I fall for him without knowing myself. Sometimes to think about it, it might be little too late to turn back and not fall for him. I wanna know him even more. I always was thinking whether my feeling for him is a crush? Likes? or Love? After 4 months of seeing him so often, i found an answer for myself.
I have crush on him at the beginning,
Started to likes him for his behaving,
Loves him for who he is, regardless of charater or attitude.
I ask GOD to tell me if he is the one for me. HE nv ans back. everytime when i ask GOD about relationship, he ans me back. But this time, HE didn't. But why? I know myself is so fear of the result that i have to face yet i wanna try. Getting scolded badly yet those sweet moments is so memorable that holding me on. Because been with him, i found myself. I know till now is just one-sided love. It takes 2 hand to clap so i pray that it will happens one day.I don's know what will happen if one day i knew it was not something i expected. Till that day comes, i will
CRY.
QUIZ1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- forehead..it's soooo sweet =)
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- hmm..energtic?cos another new day :)
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- kenny & Zijian
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
- nope
5: Would you ever donate blood?
- i wan but i can't..haiz...
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- got...Yong Quan lor..but he's in australia nw...=(
7: Do you want someone dead?
- erm...nt realli..
8: What does your last text message say?
- went mac for supper..hehe...???
9:What are you thinking of right now?
- thinking of him
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- yup, someone tat i longed to be with him one day
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 3.30am
12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- no idea..it belongs to my sis
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
- the special person
14: Who was the last person to text you?
- Boyi...erm...
15: 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
-kenny
-sheryl
-shi hsia
-Alvin
-Zi Jian
-Cheryl
- Jac
-Josephine
-doreen
-Keli
16: Who is 2 having a relationship with? (Sheryl)
- i m not sure.
17: Is 3 a male or a female? (shi Hsia)
- Female (:
18: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? (jac & keli)
- they are not lesbian! :D
19: What is Number 1 studying about? (Kenny)
- waiting for Tekong to come...=x
20: Is Number 4 single? (Alvin)
- Nope..attached to his gf
21: Say something about Number 2? (sheryl)
- likes someone..hehe
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together? (Shi hsia & zijian)
- tot they are laogong laopo?? hehe
23: Describe Number 9. (doreen)
- erm...no comment??
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight? (cheryl & jac)
- they dun even noe each other
25: Do you like Number 8? (josephine)
- nah..i am nt les and she jus my dance fren..=)
A complete happy family
Alvin❤❤❤
2007-01-07
