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Read them carefully!

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Friday, January 18, 2008; 3:36 PM

Nv had i tot of giving up tis relationship of me and fandi..
or nv had i wan to give up tis relationship wif dar..
i m lost at words nw..
jus 3 words
I LOVE YOU
Fandi..

Thursday, January 17, 2008; 3:50 PM

Eyes are swollen..
fear are everywhere..
The feeling is BACK..
loneliness..
tat's why i try not to click on dar too much...
afraid i will get too used to it...
jus like nw...i feel so weird nw..
have been watching movie these days ALONE~!
trying to get used back the feeling of been loner...
cos i can't tink of wat's gg to happen between us next..

i ask ppl ard..
Am i attached or single now??
everyone giving me the common ans..
ATTACHED..
but am i??
i hope i am..cos i wish i am..
i miss him alot..seriously..
I MISS HIM~!
I HAVE REALLI FALL FOR HIM LE..

my fever had jus gone down..36.9
had miserable days for the past few days..
same illness come back again..
guess have to find one day go see doctor again..
X-Ray..pills..injections...
i hate it...
so i decided nt to see...
hoho...
but who cares...
He dun care too..
he dun care abt my life anymore...

I used to tell myself..
i jus wan happiness..
even is jus a period of 5 or 10 years..
change for the rest of my life..
i am willingly..
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I realli miss dar alot...

Wednesday, January 16, 2008; 4:30 PM

It's 1.30am in the morning..
couldn't slp...
i m totally lost..
wat i should now...
went browsering internet
get this..
My fav song..Tong Hua in english version..

Enjoy~!

Tong Hua

I've forgetten how long has it been

since i've heard you

telling me your favourite story

i've thought for a long time

i'm started to trumble

Issit me who did something wrong?

you cried and said to me

tat fairytales are rouges lies

that i cannot be your fairytale prince

but you dun understand

tat when u give me your hand

the stars in my skies started to shine

I'm willing to change into the angel you love in those fairytales

I'll open my arms wide and turn them into wings to protect you

You must believe

Believe that we'll be like in the fairytales

with "happily ever after" as the ending

You cried and said to me

fairytales are rouges lies

There's no way I'm your prince

Perhaps you don't understand

Since you siad you loved me

the stars in my skies started to twinkle
I'm willing to change into the angel you love in those fairytales

I'll open my arms wide and turn them into wings to protect you

You must believe

Believe that we'll be like a fairytales

with "happily ever after" as the ending

I want to change into the angel you love in those fairytales

I'll open my arms wide and turn them into wings to protect you

You must believe

Believe that we'll be like a fairytales

with "happily ever after" as the ending

I will change into the angel you love in those fairytales

I'll open my arms wide and turn them into wings to protect you

You must believe

Believe that we'll be like a fairytales

with "happily ever after" as the ending

Together we'll write our own ending

back from sch..school WASN' FINE..WASN'T FUN..had school till 3pm..waiting for his call ..cause he had off today..every now and den looking at the hp wondering if it could ring..hearing ur voice..telling me u miss me..but i was wrong..i am realli wrong..u din call me..sch ended went to take pay..still looking at the hp... but i realli miss you so i called you..u was busy...so went to causeway point...watch movie..Linger..was a love story...the story was right..A story should always ends where the story had begin.. msg dar and ask him whr do i realli stand...i am onli 5th in ur priorties..when i msg u i already noe whr i put you... beside my family u were 3nd to me..even becos of you i am willing to give up dancing and put u before..everything was wrong..it seems tat i am again having one sided relationship..ever since tat day matter both of us knew that we are distant away from one another le..our "honeymoon" period is over..but wat can i say..i am a FAILURE~!!!! in my life i had cried badly for jus one guy before..and tat is Jiaqi..nv had a 2nd guy tat can make me cry...But you make me cry...

Things are going out of way..i change..i no longer contact my ex bf..i try not to be petty..i try not to be sensitive..i hate jasper but i find ways trying to make myself talk to him...but i was WRONG!!!!! If u wan a break up..tell me..i break myself..i dun wish to be the one played by you..i played you sound better...by den i wun be working at swissotel anymore..or perhaps other department ba..but no longer banquet... you telling me i tink too much...i realli hope i am but u are so cold towards to me..unlike the last time...waited for his call or msg last nite till 230am..tonight i doubt i can even slp le...can someone be my listening ear???

DOWN WITH FEVER FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS BUT DOES HE KNOW?? I DOUBT SO

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I SURRENDER~!

Tuesday, January 15, 2008; 3:38 PM

7th SGDF Singapore Nationals/2nd Ngee Ann Polytechnic Tertiary DanceSport Championship 2007PartnersAlvina and meMy dearest mum came down to support meYan boon aunt and mePartnersBefore we march inBestie and meMarching in

Stand by

Monday, January 14, 2008; 3:57 PM

HEY back for updates~!
away for abt 2 weeks ba..busy wif sch..student council...scouts..haiz...and nt 4getting BF!!!!
nth much happen these 2 weeks ba...
busy preparation jan intake orientation..bla bla...
and nw i m SICK...=(

Busy 2 weeks but yet i gt time to watch alots of movies...
recent movie was one miss call & amercian gangster..
although i dun understand abt the amercian gangster at all till the last 15 mins or 20 mins..
i managed to struggle thru...
=p

back to relationship..
been wif fandi for a mth plus le..although thr are more downs and ups...
yet both of us do managed to struggle thru..
but yet both still holding on..
i noe some things are unavoidable yet we still thinking finding ways to solve it..
i dun noe hw long can we last or wat..
maybe i jus wan settle down wif this relationship le..
enough suffering for the last 2 years plus...
next mth will be 3 years i noe him...
but wat past had past....
jus smile..=)
satisify wif what i am having nw le..cherish the ppl ard me..