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All about her heart

Read them carefully!

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Friday, May 25, 2007; 9:18 PM

back from sentosa trip...worked for 5 days over day..many things happen..first day was a slack day...2nd was oso a slack day too..cos my job stuff had nt arrived yet...wed was a tiring day..first day of suffering...rain heavily still have to work...damn sunny oso have to work..worse the weather changed veri fast...rain so heavily den damn hot...argh..tat's when i started falling sick...thurs was tiring day..lunch was jus a small burger...den ard 4 end le...headed back to sch for dragonboat training...was tired le...but having race next sat so have to go back train...train nt long asthmas attack le..haiz..END TRAINING for me le...=(...was force to drink milo but can't..i vomited out..i jus can't stand the taste...drink H2o lor...mr trevor dun let me go back training until i bought my inhaler...argh...den gave me 20 bucks for cab lor...=)..den today was last day le...gt my swatch limited edition staff watch...=/...den ard 7+ reach home le lor... will update the pics soon....

was tinking alot on the way back le...tis sentosa trip make me lose my onli classmates fren..when i entered ite i told myself i have to change my character le..no more stubborn and be proud of things i am doing le..i done but yet i still lose my frens again..jus becos i tell them i noe more job to do went off early and they were unhappy?? shouldn't talk so much...i hate the life i am right nw...i am trying my best in everything le..doing my best of wat ppl expect for me...but i still lack of the love concern and care..soon i noe i will break down..tat's when i will jus give up everything le...i realli means everything of me...

Monday, May 21, 2007; 11:09 AM

I CAN'T DO IT!!!!

I need strength for me to carry on...

Many regrets i had done in my life...

Sunday, May 20, 2007; 7:32 PM

why

hmm...

so much things happening in tis year...tot it's a victory year?? hope it is...close ones pass away..leaving me wif pain and saddness...adapting into a new environment...seems hard to me..i should have gone to australia wif Myat to study when i gt my olevels..haiz...too late too regret le..trying to mix ard wif my classmates oso seems hard...talk abt studies...trying to cope very hard...talk abt sch??? so much unpleasant times...cca??? trying to be the best yet i noe my fitness not there...student council?? managed to get into le..but wat's the point nw le..everything is GAME OVER for me...he found his happiness in her le...it's enough for me seeing him happi le...=)...relationship??? not a success too...haiz..family??? getting better relationship wif mum..onli tis is smoothing...haiz...everything seems to be against me...i hate it!!!!

meet my scout troop ytd for bukit panjang pltc..ask me come at 11..end up all came at 12+..argh..late comers!!! wake up man...i jus can't stand late comers...had the meeting..the whole meeting was all made up of southernwaves and unicorn troop...haha...=x..i am in charge of some of the part of the program..camp starting on 15-17 june..which means fri still gt sch...argh..but asking HQ write excuse letter for me...=x...looking forward for the pltc...den was told by coxswin tat i managed to get tino the National Rover Council(NRC)..which is the highest positions in the HQ le..yeah..gonna do my best le...damn happi man..getting my new uni oso..navy de...=)..after tat headed for work..work till 3am lor..

had post encounter today..took cab down..cos changing too slow..=x..gonna change myself man...was pretty a nice day ba..tok to shane regarding abt some things...hope i realli can let go of the past..i MUST accept abt wan cai death..it's hard...i realli wan thx my cell sister for been by my side whenever i need them..especially valerie...