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Read them carefully!

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Friday, October 19, 2007; 11:26 PM

hmm.. pretty fun day today..went ard wif my commiitte ppl..guess some unhappy things happen ba..kinda disappointed in certain things..haiz...end onli at 1230..haha..guess all of us having fun day ba...had prayer at cafe 2..end ard 140..den went sc room to check some project rigel email..den rushed down to city hall to meet mum to go registar for my private uni....gg for march in take lor..3 years to get my degree .. den went to plaza singapura for tristan they all lor..waited since 430 till 730 den told me can go cine anot..argh...simple hate late comers lor..if u can't reach at that time tell me... i simply hate liars... reach onli at 746..den ard walking...den came yan hao and cindy...left at 930 cos they wanted play cs so guess i will be extra onli..so went off taka there walk alone..guess orchard are meant for me to walk alone ba....things arn't the same anymore.... guess i am changing a new make over in my life le ba.. i dun wish but i dun have no choice... i need to start a real make over in my life..perhaps all these are destiny...even in my today speech for class i din tok wat i should do..instead of asking them to vote for me..i told them to vote for whom ever they wants... guess i am realli wanna a new make over in my life ba..nt jus appearance but my whole life... perhaps i will gonna give up some activities in my life tat i dun wish to as it is sth tat i grow up with but i jus have to... i realli wan a new life... GOD i need ur strength..ur holy spirit upon me...JUS GIVE ME A ACCIDENT!!!! i jus wan my memories tat shouldn't be in my mind to be gone.. As day get nearer , all i get is mental suffering.. 10 years of happiness changed for the rest of a life...i dun mind...ACCIDENT!!!! PLS HAPPEN ON TAT DAY...

Phrase for today:
" If i wanna cry, all i wan is to cry on ur shoulder and no one else"

Thursday, October 18, 2007; 1:44 PM

busy week tis week ba..had public speaking course on tue when it is hoilday!!!! went to find out more abt my private diploma course... guess tis time gg to attend ba...from UK university..guess tis is wat i choose le ba.. a new life...i wan my oldself to be back in the past...=)..had a rally on wed for my student council...had a talk den my performance...=)..guess i am too nervous for my first performance le ba...haha...den clear up den went to dance practise le.. had training for my dance compeition end of the year...gonna win back sth man..guess who training me..is Pris's sister ok..=)..gonna strive veri hard..=)...i am realli tired tis days...so many things to do...private course..student council...dance class..dance practise..haiz..i am realli tired...when can i have my old self back..den one tat is so cheerful and outgoing wif people..i can no longer talk as much as i used to be...all i can sae is i am tired...president??? nah...too much job...studies?? nah... for the sake for my future... dance?? nah..jus a passion... i jus wan to be happi jus like my past..but i can't..everything is over..i can't be my old self back anymore...

Quota for today
"Look front but nt back"

Monday, October 15, 2007; 10:38 PM

guess i had nt update for the past 11 days le..guess i am busy enough..have been gg for service for the past 3 weeks..went for morning service...i realli miss church le...den will go for my dance practise after tat...preparing performance for my presidential election for my student council...but last week service was different...when pastor melvin ask for prayers tat time..i cried...i miss my spiritual family alot..i realli miss them...so things jus goes on like tis..den headed for dance..on my way back home ..guess who i saw...ah ma...tok to her..realli felt happi to see her..i miss her alot..=)...so guess my hoilday is pack with student council..work and dance ba...sch reopen today.. first day of my election for student council..went to a few engineering class..den followed by acccounting class and sm classes..was pretty a clallanging day for me..had dance practise at 3-6 wif yan boon lor..had wellbeing meeting..den headed to causeway point to get some things for dad...den headed back home..guess tmr will be a tiring day for me too..having public speaking course tmr..den gg for my talk for my private dipolma course den study for my PPCDL test...haiz..some many things..and nw i am been force to choose things i dun wish to choose..it was used to be Student council or dance..i choose dance..but nw is Studies or dance..haiz...hard decision..haiz...

Quota for today
" i had never failed to love you. But i failed to have you"

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