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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Wednesday, March 5, 2008; 5:30 PM

hmm..today was kinda boring at sch..went for sch for fof..had IA talk by planet fitness lady..den had FOF CA..den class presentation..den end sch..it was like 11 onli lor..haiz..den student council room settle some stuff... den went back home..slept for 30 mins..den change to go sch..yeah...went to take pay first..was fast today..den do booking..yeah..first time doing OC...=)den went to buy bubble tea and pen for class later..den went to plaza singapura myself..went to buy some stuff den headed to sch..yeah..first day...it was nice.i enjoy my class...nv regret taking tis uni..i enjoy more than my ITE life..=) ..and guess wat..yong quan called me from thailand~!!!! was surprised to get a call from him..the number is like super long lor..11 number lor..haha..heard the weather is freaking hot..30-40 degree in day and as cold as as below 20? at nite?? tat is damn sickco lor...haha..but too bad..tat's the last journey as a commondo should suffer in ns for yong quan..jiayou ba... hmm..tonight meet alan to see his dance studio..see his performing group..should i join??hmm...see hw it goes...upgrading myself in process..haha...piano might be ard july ba...=)...i wan to talented in all areas...tat's wat hibernating means oso...hehe..and ard april or may, i might be taking up ballroom dancing le..cos gt partner le mah..haha..Alan lor..haha..must pyscho him join latin oso..den i got partner le..hehe..

Things i see may hurts me alot like the pics they took tgt but i will bear wif it...3 years as i say...1 year might be in UK taking my degree..not yet confirm...seeing him happy is enough for me..i promise..3 years later..i,YaDa will woo u back as a brand new me...A lady like wif well mannered,educated character and attitude...and the most impt thing..i will love the religion and not convert convert becos i love you..give me time to understand the religion...i dun noe wat will happen during this 3 years..maybe i still like u?? maybe i found someone i love or wat?? i dun noe..i give myself 3 years of test to see hw deep my love for u..if end of the 3 years, i still love you and by den i love the religion le..i hope to be wif u..but if end of the 3 years, i love you but yet i still can't love the religion, i will choose to let go of you..cos i noe religion is the main thing tat we have to face..and i dun wan to hinder ur life or my life..so these 3 years, which ever gal u gg to be, i wun say anything..maybe is a kind of test for me ba..if i am still having the attitude tat u dun like..memories will jus be in my heart 4ever and thanks for those memeories u have given me..by tat i am 23 le ba..so i need to start making decision for my future marriage or wat le ba..

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Tuesday, March 4, 2008; 3:58 PM

taken by uncle des..he's shy to take wif him..haha

tat's me wif my dream plane

A380..my dream working place..

tat's taken during the airshow when i go find fandi..but sad he's not there...

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Monday, March 3, 2008; 1:35 PM

Hmm...guess life is full of more downs than up for me this year ba...hmm...my night class starting tis tue le..hmm..busy busy...haha...new journey beginning...Anw i broke up wif my bf le...=...wan to noe why come ask me..i tell u...i dun wan to cheat myself any further oso..i can't let go of fandi...but nw is not the time to talk all these..give me 3 years...within 3 years i will reformation myself to a better person...i promise...i have waited for jiaqi for 3 years b4 le..3 years waiting is nth to me..one day if u need someone by ur side..remember that i will owas be the one no matter ups or down..

tis will be my promise to u...

Nw u are veri xin fu wif gf, i wun disturb u too..all i wan to see u happi..while i go hibernating myself for awhile le ba..haha..

Love is the result of hard work and sacrifice...

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Left to right:Karen, ???, me, awis , chee shen

paiseh 4get his name..=x

Left to right: Chee shen, karen patricia and me

Yeah..pics taken during the grooming course..i kinda look formal..haha..cos had to wear formal in the morning mah..

Sunday, March 2, 2008; 7:45 PM

BAD BAD DAY AND HAPPI HAPPI DAY~!

Why bad???
That stupid bus driver which i take 130 transport home never send me home..he tell me tat i nv tell him whr i stay so he wun send me home!!! and he will continue drive away...means wat?? wat i nv tell him he drive back to swissotel izzit...pls lor..b4 i take ur bus, u still ask me stand outside ur tat SMALL van cos u toking to someone else...den still scold me for not tel my blk num..nw leh...drive all the way to vista point lor..which is like haf an hour walk back to my hse lor...i was like damn FUCK UP lor..sry for the bad words i am gg to use..nw here i am ..onli left 45 mins to slp which supposed to be 2 hour of slp b4 i go work again..FUCK lor...

Good day???
hmm.. let's dun talk abt the bad things..talk abt sth gd today... supposing to have a training for volunteers for a childcare de but cancel..so which means i can slp longer..so i slept till 12nn..hoho..b4 go work go buy bubble tea..idiot again..no sugar added..totally mango milk lor..which means i am drinking milk lor..i can't drink milk at all!!!!haiz..went to meet andri..i realli dun understand wat he wants..like wat fandi say...the one i m tgt would expect me to love him whn i am wif him..i try my 101% ok..and he told me he din treat me at gf at all..cos he has a fear for marriage...it realli freak me out...nvm..4get it..work wedding at atrium today..nice to see fandi over thr..=)..guess he realli makes my day..guess i was over worried when he disappear for abt an hour ba...ask tat anthony to find him lor..=x..overall although is jus working the same place as him for tat jus small period of 5 hours but yet i am happi and contented like hell...=)...Tat's wat love ba..seeing the one getting his happiness is the best thing u can have..i jus wan him to be happi and last long wif his gf nw ..of course i will be happi if he can give me one more chance la when he break up wif his gf..it will be like the best present i can have in my entire life..but den i am too selfish and day-dreaming..cos it likely will happen..=(..

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