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Read them carefully!

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008; 1:05 AM

Hmm...i am flying off in 4 hours time..leaving hse in 1 hours time...i m leaving singapore le..=(..means gg to leave my boi Fandi..miss him lots..after slping and tinking last night..i noe wat's i realli wan in my life..not becos i dream of wat OK...i tot it be quite awhile le...

My career: Join Singapore Airline as Air-stewdess for abt 5 years or so..den work on land at airport or hotel as wedding planner...i realli wan to be a wedding planner...seeing the couples happily ever after tgt is realli a bless ...=)...

My priorties
1.Family
2.Studies/career
3.Fandi
4.Friends
5.Dancing
6.Sports

Guess i onli gt 6 prioirties in my life nw ba...
Life is unpredictable..but tis is still my life...and i love it..i wan to be my boi's future wife who he share his burden with...support wif..everything ...guess tis time i am realli serious about it ba..nv have i been so serioous b4..even is Jiaqi..i was not as serious as nw..

Last nite told my mum abt moving out to live in 3 or 4 years time..and she agree..=)..simply love it...Below is done by my bestie..

Hoho..loves it lots...with the flower he bought on my birthday..

To fandi:

i maybe owas the one giving all the problems..all those petty things..but u tolerate me..hope u will continue to..i gave a serious thought b4 i made the decision...i wan to convert to muslim..not becos of love but of the religion...i wan to be the one tat sharing ur burden in ur life...u have nv failed to make me smile..even when we quarrel u nv fails to make me smile...even in work(doing usher), when i felt tired..u are always ther for me..seeing u is like a energizer to me..remember the quarrel we had at suntec..it was realli the worst quarrel we have..but yet u have ur ways to make me soft heart and let go of the matter...i noe i failed to make u smile..but pls give me one more chance..i will nv fail again..i dun wan to be a failure but a successer...my priorties change becos of u too..this journey will owas have lots of ups and downs...i realli hope u dun jus give up jus becos of the downs...i wan to understan you even better..1 am not the best woman or worst woman but i can be the one tat u wans and loves...i will nv give up on u..cos such feeling i have nw is sth i have nv have b4..u are the first guy tat realli makes me wan to be ur future..none of my ex make me feel so..i wan to love and cherish u..till live and death..i will be waiting...Loves you lots Fandi....Muhammad Fandi..

Monday, January 28, 2008; 3:24 PM

was too busy these days..busy wif my exams..student council..at sch..travelling from north (home) to sch (east) to Taiwan Embasy(south) back to sch den to home..since wed till today ba..haiz...i jus wan to busy myself with things...i m tired...i m hurt...i wan to cry..having memebers of parliment visiting to sch today..rush down back to HQ take stuff for taiwan trip...

ytd meet up wif yong quan ytd at Jurong Point..supposing to meet at tampines..but i refuse..it is whr i am fandi often hang out..realli thx yong quan..he is owas the councillor to me..haha..should be certified by now le...

sat morning went to work..guess i have broke my record of working hours le...36 hours straight..haha..cool hah..sat work 7am..working at stamford while dar at raffles..den afternoon i work at atrium while dar OT cos gt team leader sick..he work at raffles...hmm..his event end at 3..cos he sms me mah..so i tot since he end at 3 so work till 6am lor..last min change OT..see him for awhile oso i happi..haha..but he went back at 210am le..=(..den doing OT alone lor..no one write OT till 6am..onlii me wif houseman...haiz..had asthmas attack again at atrium..but not tat serious... work till 555am le went down take voucher den go changing room slp..was slping so soundly till xiao wei woke me up..haiz...slp so nice for 15 mins le lor..haiz...

So guess i am forcing myself to do usher..dar was late too..he reach at 830am onli..guess he slpt late ba..still cn msg me at 4am..haha..den doing usher whole day..I HAD LOTS OF FUN DOING IT...although i am sleepy but the sight of seeing dar makes me energtic le lor..tat's why i say he the sunlight of mine..haha..loves him lots...muacks...end at 5pm..so is sat 7am to sun 5pm leh...tot of continue do de...mum scolding le so nv do lor...

TMR i am flying to Taiwan le..whr funs will be ard...haha...gonna miss dar alot..1 day nv see or msg can cry alrd..now is 1 week...sure cry everynite le..gonna miss Fandi alot. muhammad Fandi ..loves him...