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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Friday, May 9, 2008; 11:42 PM

Anyway this is my partner Taznim Zainuddin
Realli hope our partnership can last 4ever.And let this be our last partner for each other.I will work even harder for our dreams of getting into Team Singapore. A year is i give myself..double work hard, hopefully less than a year ba.Don't lose hope on me yet okie Taz. I am trying to get my timing right with my dance.I will do my very best to get my steps right. Especiallu my left kick now. I need to be flexible!!!!

Life was realli a change for me. Mum and dad managed to escape from the cyclone. Yet mani innocents life was lost. So people out there. Please help those homeless people in myanamr by making donation at various donation areas. Example Red coss society.

Heard from mum and dad, our house was destroy badly. Have to renovate everything. Which means it gonna cause us a bomb. As long as dad & mum is fine is enough for me. this incident was realli a Life & Death threathning in my life for me. I came to a point thinking of some things. "what if dad & mum had lost their life in this cyclone, what should i do?". This realli struck in my mind when i came to a conclusion.

This was my decision.
"I would quit my school. Borrow money from friends. make the most sexy and elegant dance costume in my life. Take part in the dancesport competition with Taz which will be my first and last competition with him. Then commit suicide."

I realli came to a point where i broke down with no one beside me. Hoping someone can stay beside me at this point of my life. But i was wrong. No one. I thought i would expected Taz or Fandi. But guess i was wrong again. haiz.Me who always making a fool out of myself.

Then i pray to God and make a vow on something. As long as my parents are alright, i will keep my vow. Now i have to keep that vow of mine. It hurts but i have to keep it. An exchange of my parents life.

It really hurts~....

Monday, May 5, 2008; 2:28 PM

Tispy me and jacequline

Tipsy Sotongs

Adrian and Me

Fandi & me

Sotong and me

Sotongs
it's been every since i update..
Lots of things hppening around in my life right now too..

Dad and mum went back on 27 april..It was kinda a last mintues decision. Grandmother was critical ill.Of course dad was worried for her. I can't went back.=(..bought some cheese sticks on sat evening so that mum can bring back for grandmother.It's her favourite.

They drove to Bago when my gradmother was only on mon morning. It was too late. brother called me at 11+ and said. Grandmother had passed away at 9.20am.Dad couln't see her for the last time. Life was indeed precious. My only grandmother who was 96 years this year had passed away. Tears was jus rolling down my cheek. I never thought another close one of mine is leaving away from me.

How's my life? ever since dad & mum was relax but yet i miss them alot.dancing till late night.went to The Arena on wed with jacequline, adrian, sotong & her bf, and fandi. Bluff Taz that i will go home cause i had not eaten anything the whole day so i had gastric pain. All i wan is to let down my hair and don't think of anything. So i went. Sorry Taz. I didn't mean to bluff ou.Never had i enjoy myself so long already. Especially it was the first time i go clubbing with Fandi.

It makes my mind in a confuse. And u know what, as i dance with Taz more, i started to develop feeling for taz. I know it natural that i will have feeling for him. But what kind of feeling is this? i don't know. I am confuse.