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All about her heart

Read them carefully!

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Sunday, January 10, 2010; 5:56 AM

2010 have arrived .. Will this year be a better year for me? i never dare to dream anything special this year. It have started off with a bad start off. Am i ready to go thru this hard period by myself?? i knew i need to seek help for my condition yet i have been avoiding ever since my sec days. Going thru this period definately going be a tought time for me. i knew i need to leave this place and get myself well again.but i might not be able to go thru all myself till i am well. I wish he can be with me. but i know it will be impossible yet i longer it badly. it's been a year plus ever since i started to fall for him. Tried many ways just to forget him. Including my partner. i knew i have hurt alot of ppl during this period and i am truly sorry. with my health condition, i can't help or control myself. I knew i need medication yet i don't want face the reality. it was a cruel reality and i hate it.

And here i am at Aranda COuntry Club with NUS having their chalet. HE came and he jus bright up my smile. was in the room tgt with him viewing youtube was jus like those moments i jus to spend with him. so much memories. I wish times stay but i know gd memories don't last.

GOD pls tell me a reason. i need strength more for this year.