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All about her heart
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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,
And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?
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Monday, June 23, 2008; 10:36 PM
Had dance practise at nite. Starte only at 745pm. ended at 835pm le.Haiz. 3 girls only. No guys at all. I have no mood to dance also. I miss him. Without his presence, i felt weird dancing alone.
This question came up to my mind today.
"Am i now dancing because i love dancing or am i dancing because of him"I don't know. I really need to think carefully.
61 Days to August Competition
74 Days to Taz enlistment
167 Days to my birthday
Time is really passing fast.
=(
Sunday, June 22, 2008; 11:20 PM
Any way this entry is to thanks people who had been by my side for the past few weeks when i am really down especially when cyclone hit myanamr and my parents are in myanamar. My church peeps:My spiritual mother huimin who has been praying for me for my parents who was in myanmar when cyclone happen. My ah pa weide also who had been praying for me. And not forgeting my cell sisters and brother. Thanks for been by my side for these period.
Simin & Kian seng: who had been consoling me when my parents are in myanamar too.
Violet: When i am having BGR problem and some personal problem, she will always be there to be my listening ear and give me suggestion. Although she have quit sch yet we still remain close friends.
My gfs nicole and michelle: Thanks for been there to cheer me up whenever i break down regardless of any problems i have. U gals nv fail to make me smile.
Working peeps: Some of the team leaders who knows what happen to my parents, had really treated me very nice and understanding.Sotong, geokling, jacequline, doreen kenny who really show me the concerns. I really appreaciate it alot. The auntys too!!! they really concern me alot. Asking me whenever i work how's my parents are and how i am doing and giving me suggestions.Zhen Shun too.Tag only after 1 month plus but he still give the concern. Thx dude.
Jospephine(dance fren): Thank gal for been really by my side to cheer me up and all those advice u gave me. Especially my dance life and my relationship problem. I really cherish this friendship we had together. Exams coming for us so let's work hard together.
Taz: Although we are not very close but yet u console me during that cyclone period. Been a really understanding pathner and i really cherish it alot. Thanks boy.
hmm..and many more..when i can think who to thanks already, i will pin it down again.
Time is running fast
hmm..Guess now i am in a big debt again. Bought my costume from Aunty belinda. Nice. Pink.=x. Cost me a few hundred busck. Everyone knows that i hate pink to core. But i don't know why i still choose to buy.
But i kinda like the design. Have to start learning how to play wif the tail at the side. =)
Will updates the pics real soon. Cause my baby came back not long for the repair service and i had just reformated it only. So it need a little bit of time to transfer everything back. Yeah.
Have been really broke these days. No work for me at banquet. haiz. But it is also a good thing. I eat very less these days.
And i am proud to say i have lose 7 kg within a mth.=D.
Kinda hurt my right ankle and big toe on yesterday practise. Hope it wouldn't hurt me so much futher. I would rather injured myself then seeing Taz injured. I really don't wan to hurt it futher.
I want the best for me and Taz for the competition.i wants to get into the final. I swear i will do my 110% best for the next 2 mths.Everything i do is worth it.Was working yesterday at banquet. Wedding lunch. The couple is so sweet and the wedding is so perfect. A christian couple. Singing worship songs too. I felt so touched and i even cried when i sings. GOD touch my heart. And the couple is rich ok. They are having dinner wedding at night too. Everyone have their dream partner and wedding style. I had mine too. I don't mind sharing.
"i wants a wedding to be pruple as the main colour and design to be dance related. With a dancefloor. My dream mate to be a dancer like me. Have total 3 march in. 3rd one is to perform a short latin or ballroom performance. I hope my dance friends to come up wif a performances too. I wanna sing a song together that bring back me and my dream mate memories too.My wedding gift to be a couple bear that wears our favourite dance costume.And i wanna take many photos that lane down the memories that we had together from the day we met and made into an album. And of course i hope he can proposed to me during a dance competition.=D"62 more days to August Competition.
75 days to Taz NS enlistment.
168 days to my birthday.
=(
Time really running fast.
Cherish every moment i have now.