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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Thursday, July 12, 2007; 11:33 PM

8 JULY was last day of level 1...kinda fun for me ba...after that had camp ahoy meeting...was not a gd day for me ba...some unhappy stuff happen..i apologise to the rovers and venture who is at there...sry for wasting ur time and make things go wrongly...i promise it wun happen again..hopfully it wun la...tok to skipper...feel better after that...everything end ard 10..reach home kind late le ba..

started sch...trying to drag myself out of bed lor..10th july was rushing ba...meet serene for committee table design...using the same idea as i used in scouts lor..haha..den meet tian han at 6 for dinner..den headed down to HQ for NRC meeting lor..ended at 10..tired le sia...11th leh...morning went to north point to meet udrena to buy decoration stuff den headed down to sc room to decorate lor..den had SC meeting lor..den headed down to IMM for rover meeting...sound like mani meeting lor..haha...back home at 10 lor..den do OFA project and my CCA commiittee table decoration lor...slept at 4am lor...wrote testi for des cos it's his birthday!!!!tot i would wake up at 530 but i was wrong..i woke up at 7am which means i was late for sch!!!!

den reach sch at 9 le lor..today is des birthday...happy baday...eat breakfast den go PIE den slack den go BFD...but end up sleeping at there...=x..too tired le...den went to SCH room to continue decorate the table...den had cca/house meeting lor...ended at 6 den went down for dance...i simply love dance dance dance...latin rox up my life...learn rumba..slow but hot dance...yeah...gonna practice hard ba...and of course together wif Brenda!!! and talented dancer..12 years old onli...after lesson went other room to practice...yeah...loves u man...

Anw Happy Birthday DESMOND TAN HUI CONG...=x...19 le wor..best wishes to u...continue to rox the dancefloor wif ur handsome look ...=)

Sunday, July 8, 2007; 1:30 PM

woke up today at 6 le ba...den 645 leave hse to meet keng hee..was late again...dun noe wat's happening in me..i nv been late when i meet people de...but i was late for the past few days...haiz...den went to have our breaskfast at kallang..saw fanhui over there...den tot of taking cab as it was raininig..so waited for the cab but it was like so long lor..i was damn damn cold lor...reach there cab cannot go in sdba so alight a distance away ba...den andrey came...had our lesson for a moment..den gear up den headed in the sea...dun noe wat's going on in me..i paddle so slow today..i mean realli slow lor..den keep turing 360 degree lor..den kenna injured my hand...haiz..lunch time wat at 3..but i was not hungry so din eat much...

on the way back i felt so tired..i wanna jus gif up everything...troop..nrc...student council...latin..kayaking...studies... simply everything.. i noe it will be irresponsible but who cares..i felt realli tired...i felt outcast most of the time whenever i am wif troop people..i realli hate such feeling..i told myself keep on going for the past 2 years le...but i do feel tired at times...becos of my past family incident and the rejection i get in my personal life...i cause myself to be a loner le..which made me been outcast by feel...perhaps i am too sensitive perhaps i am not...but i dun noe le...simply too tired to continue...jus felt like walking off from the level 1 coaching...but i struggle myself to go on...accepting nrc projects and camp ahoy is not i wan to be..i jus dun wish to be been outcast again by my own troop people... i noe my tis entry is totally different from wat i mention from tue entry...i wanna to be strong but things doesn't work out at all...jus tell me wat i should do...Lord Father pls tell me wat i should do... my life is still far way to go..but i have an aimless life ahead me which i saw right nw...things are not working out for me...crying do help me to ease my pain but is jus an moment onli...Lord Father pls tell me wat to do...

continue to paddle paddle paddle...had a small mini presentation ...kinda freak out... i still stuggling myself to present or tok to in front of mani people...haiz...ended ard 5 den wash up...go eat supper at suntec...pepper lunch dinner!!! not realli nice...=x...i din like it..but keng hee andrey they all wan to eat...no choice lor...reach home do nrc stuff lor...haiz..project ridgel...but i am looking forward to a project tat i going to run wif yanhao for the extension scouts..a veri successful and unforgettable camp to leave behind memories in nrc and the scouts...tmr will be another long day so heading off to bed le..gd nite everyone...=)