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Read them carefully!

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Monday, December 28, 2009; 1:39 PM

It's been like ages ever since u have updated my poor blog..so i decided to write something before i say goodbye to 2009.

As a conclusion , life isn't that great for me for 2009. More downs than ups happen for me throughout the whole year. Graduated my diploma and higher nitec in march. Found a full time job in May. Working at Kidz Pediatric Occuptional therapy Center. Pay way below the range i asked..Therefore struggling so much due to so less pay..Started paying everything on my own, of course not gonna be enough. Can't work another job anot.. Cause contract say so. Haiz..It just sux. It wasn't that great working over thr. Doesn't feel happy at all. Going to work means gg to a war. Haiz. It just sux.

Dancing?? it wasn't that too good too.. Started my partnership with benji in dec 2008..ended in aug 2009..competed 3 comps together. Felt hopeless, restless, lifeless without a partner. Haiz.. But i was lucky to found a good partner in Oct. It was great to be competing again..but doing purely standard. It wasn't that bad too. Cause i simply in love with standard. COmpeted 1st comp tgt in dec 13 with great result. 3 gold 1 silver. After the comp partnership went wrong.. Broke up partnership. Dreams been shattered again. Too tired dancing. Feels like giving up. everyone asking me why i wanna give up when dance is such a big part of my life. But it wasn't that great too.. But after some matter, ronghua wants to partner back. But it felt that something is missing. No longer the excitment as before. But i will still try my best. Then i join NUS SnB performance team. Performing Jive on 28 Jan at Zicra with the invitation from SMU. it was great. Meet alot of new friends.

Birthday is over, 21st?? I dun wanna remember such day. It was horrible.. 21st supposed to be something memorable but i guess i have nth to remember. i miss my 20th birthday celebration alot. Celebrated with Piglet, tiara, freeman.. short and sweet celebration. One word, GREAT. Xmas kinda "fun"??? practising my jive for ther performance at TPJC?? for Xmas eve and Xmas?? Oh my god...i realli dun have life man.. WOrk, School, dance..nth else..it jus sux.

I jus hope that 2010 will be a better year for me. WIll update once more before i farewell goodbye to 2009.

Ciao~!!!