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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007; 2:30 PM

Struggles

Supposing doesn't wan to update de but kinda feel like updating and here i am...Mon morning went to meet serene and joseph and Qi...do our project ba..had a fruitful day ba..done quite alo of reaserch...was tiring thru cos b4 the night was doing some projects ba...so i would like fall asleep at time ba...everything ended at 7..on my way home Liting..took pic wif her ...

Tue as today morning go sch..pathetic lor..9 total onli..had bfd..slack...do project rigel ppt den had OFA lesson..trying hard to understand Access ba..tired is all i noe..den went library to do my rigel ppt again..den at 3 went SC room..took a nap lor..at 5 gt meeting..secretary and national day crowd control meeting lor..at 615 meet andrey...headed down to bugis to eat dinner den rushed down to national library to have camp ahoy 2nd meeting..managed to hold the meeting myself..first time..Good Job for myself!...=x...ended at 9 den went back home...online rush rigel ppt again lor..took a break by writing blog..

so many things happening and i dun noe hw far and hw long can i take it...ever since the hse warming i tried to stay away from huini and Qi..it realli hurts to see myself looking at things i doesn't wan yet i can't resist myself to noe hw is he doing..even been the fren from far it's hurting me..worse still end of the year when Qi come back scout troop..hw am i going to pull myself up..i realli regreted for not going to australia wif Myat..at least a new environment..=x..so many regrets in my life..zixuan ask for patch out of the blue..actutally nt out of the blue ..he asking out for a few times..jus tat i am not free..wat to do...busy woman...he's even willing to start everything from the scratch.. even i doesn't have much time for him due to scout..cos he will be busy wif his work at air force oso...But.....All i sae is i need time to 4get things i should be 4getting by nw..but will i be able to do it?? i am not sure... 2 yr 6mths..it is nt too long not too short period..but the struggle i had gone thru is things i can't able to take it once again..first time i suffer so much especially in 2007...Should i give zixuan a chance? a chance myself to get over?? i tried it b4 during the 2 years but i failed 3 times... i doesn't wan hurt anyone or myself again...Kok weng oso asking for patch..especially he's nw in hospital right nw due to arm dislocated..i tried to ignore as much as i can...haiz..why am i having so much problems at one go..tis week is like a struggle for me le...struggling wif project rigel..camp ahoy..ISS project..and nw tis...haiz..my church wasn't nice too..struggling oso wif ah pa stuff..cos i realli miss ah pa alot..how i wish he will be here to pray for me...haiz...why why why...

Huini: If u see tis, i am sry to sae sry again..Sincerely sry..jus take to words i sae in here as rubbish..cos i noe for sure Qi will come see and write comments which i dun wann see...