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All about her heart
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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,
And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?
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Thursday, October 4, 2007; 10:04 PM
ytd had dance practise at shawn & gladys..guess i can't dance well ba..can see that laoshi's face..i tried my best..ended le..discuss abt my performance..performing wif yang boon..den headed to scout hq..yanhao was at there onli..followed by david den the rest..i can't stop imagine the result in my head..bleeding in liver... in urine gt blood...wat's this!!!!i can't stop thinking negative..cos mum told me b4 both my grandmothers from her side died of cancer near the stomach area de organs..but mum dun wan tell me the details...dad leh..my 2nd aunt jus passed away in feb becos of the same reason..it means wat..it is ..nvm i dun wish to sae the word out..it's hurting..waiting for the 2nd result out nw..hope nth disaster will happen... if it is..my life..my future is gone..i dun even have a dipolma certi in order to support myself..unlike bro and sia...my future is realli gone..nt saying having frens or bf..they can't help me..i dun even have the support for my family le..nt saying frens or relationship...i tried myself nt to cried in front of ppl yet i still did..2007 is nt a victory year for me as wat pastor khong says..it's a disaster year for me..indeed for me..all the unhappy stuff happen within me..it's too much to handle..it's tired..but do any one understand for me..no.. all i can tink is if anything realli happen..tat's will be the last resort i am going to use..wat's tat ?? onli GOD and i noes..but i am Sorry...