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Read them carefully!

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the dancefloor,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy practising,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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Monday, April 13, 2009; 12:42 PM

Life is Short

They say it take a minute
to find a special person,
an hour to appreacicate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life
to forget them

It is indeed so true. It really takes me a year plus to forget Fandi whom i don't know him well yet been together. Now i found someone so different from what i always used to thinks tat i like such a guy. i always thought i like a guy who is fashionable, cute, considerate, muscular, sweet talker, dotes gf alot..But i was wrong.

Till i know this guy, i realise i fall for someone totally different.

Someone who

Don't know hw to sweet talk to a gal,

Don't know who to be considerate,

Don't know how to dotes gf

Is so stubborn

Is so 大男人 mindset.

But yet i fall in love with such a guy. I know he hates me saying him大男人 and will scold me for calling him that.I know my close friends doesn't wants me to like him after i told them how his character is. I fall for him without knowing myself. Sometimes to think about it, it might be little too late to turn back and not fall for him. I wanna know him even more. I always was thinking whether my feeling for him is a crush? Likes? or Love? After 4 months of seeing him so often, i found an answer for myself.

I have crush on him at the beginning,

Started to likes him for his behaving,

Loves him for who he is, regardless of charater or attitude.

I ask GOD to tell me if he is the one for me. HE nv ans back. everytime when i ask GOD about relationship, he ans me back. But this time, HE didn't. But why? I know myself is so fear of the result that i have to face yet i wanna try. Getting scolded badly yet those sweet moments is so memorable that holding me on. Because been with him, i found myself. I know till now is just one-sided love. It takes 2 hand to clap so i pray that it will happens one day.I don's know what will happen if one day i knew it was not something i expected. Till that day comes, i will

CRY.